Tuesday, December 13, 2011

a lot more joy.

what were you doing at approximately 7 this morning?

wanna know what i was doing?
answering a phone call from an unknown number.
with MY BOY ON THE OTHER END OF THE PHONEEEE.

i cannot put into words the joy that surged through my soul.
i was instantly full of so much emotion.
but in the end, peace and comfort.
to hear his voice was the best. better than i could have imagined.
now, i understand it has only been two and a half months, but when i am used to an everyday conversation, it gets a little rough to not hear his voice.
ah.
i promised him i wouldn't cry.
yeah right. like Chandler Hanna Daniels could hold back tears.
thats a joke.
i did stay strong through the first 17 minutes. the last 3 were the ones that got me.
"i have to go board the plane now. i love you."
tears. more than expected.
happy, of course.

i tell myself this every single day, but i didn't think it was possible to love this boy more that i already do.
it is possible.

man, oh man.
relive those 20 minutes? i would give anything.
good thing christmas is only 12 days away!!

one the first day of christmas, my true love gave to me...
the best phone call of my life.

haha.
love you all.

xoxo,
chan

3 comments:

  1. Chan that's adorable!! I wish you could've recorded the conversation somehow...those are the best and some of the most unforgettable moments throughout your experience.
    So happy for you. I'm here if you ever need me! Come over and have dinner or something soon!

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  2. Ash! I was thinking about figuring out a way to record it, but i didn't realize how early he was going to call and it just didn't work out haha, but it is definitely ok!
    I seriously need to come see you!
    Will I see you and your cute hubby at the annual Ashton Christmas Party??

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  3. It depends...I'm trying really hard to get Christmas Eve off of work (I work 8-1) so I'm just waiting to hear back from a girl at work. Cross your fingers!!

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